Friday, March 27, 2020

Stay at home


I don't really know how to start writing this post. Today is Friday, 27th of March 2020 and I have been staying at home for 12 days now. In a blink of an eye, my world and the whole world around me changed in an instant. Right now there's a pandemic of Covid-19 virus that's effected every one in global scale. In less than three months the world has changed and in some country there is a total lockdown.

So many things has happened since the last time I write in this blog. I have been contemplating for a while now because I am not sure I want to document my exactly feeling.

Being an empathy is not easy because I can easily catch on other people's fear and I can be feel a lot of emotions so strongly. Controlling how I feel is not easy. 

These are a few facts that I want to remember:
  • working from home has been a dream of mine but not under these circumstances 
  • I am so thankful that all of children are with me and we are healthy
  • I have to put on hold my plan for umrah because Arab Saudi Govt stop issuing Visa
  • It's scary to see Ka'bah close for sanitisation
  • In less than two weeks the numbered of people infected in Malaysia has jumped to 2031 from 500.
  • Our 7th Prime Minister - Tan Sri Dr Mahathir Mohamad resigned from being the prime minister and automatically all appointed cabinets minister lost their job.
  • Our 8th Prime Minister is Datuk Muhyiddin Yassin and there's not Deputy Prime Minister appointed.
  • My ministry changed again now to Ministry of Energy and Natural Resources - previously was Ministry of Water, Land and Natural Resources
  • I am so thankful that I can still afford to put food on our table. I hope that our food supplies are enough for every body during this difficult time
  • Now more than ever is very very important to raise our vibration and collectively focus on healing. I think our earth need to heal and maybe this is one of the ways that it can force human to pause and be mindful
  • I have not dressed up and put on any makeup during this time and it feels liberating not to try and be presentable for work
  • I still think that self care is so important right now 
  • I start to learn how to use procreate and I have learn to draw with this app. This is so much fun
  • I also start to clean up my computer and phone
  • Oh I saw Apple release the new iPad Pro 2020 and it looks great. Maybe this is time for me to save some money and only buy all these new tech late this year or early next year. 
I pray every day that we are safe from this pandemic and this will pass and make us a better human being. May Allah protect all of us.

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