Sunday, February 11, 2018

The Beauty of Becoming // Moving forward

I have been sharing part of my story in this blog for a very long time. The main focus of this blog is for me to share my stories in a form of memory keeping, scrapbooking and photography. As much as I would love to share about happy things, more often than not life doesn't work that way. You will get the good, the bad, the beautiful and the ugly. That what makes life.. well life. 
I am not sure if anyone has notice that my husband has been absent for some time from my stories and scrapbook. I have been having a hard time blogging and scrapbooking due to the emotional stress I have been experiencing. We are no longer together and the divorce has been finalized last month. We have grew up together, became parents for the first time together, bought our first house together, build our lives from zero together and after more than twenty years together he decided that he wants something different. We have become a different person and we want different things in life. 
There is nothing easy about all of this. It's not easy to end a marriage.  He has been my family for as long as I can remember. 

It's very hard, very stressful, very heartbreaking and very very very sad. 
When one story ends, another begins. Life goes on no matter what. I am still thankful for all the memories that we shared together and thanks to him I've learn to love myself more and be a strong person. "Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass but learning to dance in the rain "
I've tried to maintain a normal routine - going to work every morning, take my youngest to school, prepared dinner, manage the chaos when managing four kids and all the normal stuffs including eating. I want my kids to feel normal. I am thankful that I am always here for my kids especially during this rough transition.
It is important to me that I share this piece of information here with all of my lovely readers so that you are aware of this change moving forward. I will continue sharing my stories, making memories, capturing life little moments and scrapbooking.
I have no idea what the future holds for me but one thing is for sure I will survive this. I will be ok. Thank you for being here for me and supporting my blog all this time. There are a lot of things I am thinking of reinventing and changing but it is going to take time. As for now I am living one day at a time. I keep reminding myself, if I can survive today than I know can survive tomorrow.
Wishing all of you, especially any of you who may be experiencing something similar to be strong, remember ALLAH always and keep a journal.

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